A question of Morals

Last Tuesday I got a text from Sarah asking me where I was. I told her I was at lunch with Maya. She texted me back asking how long I would be gone. I replied back that I didn’t know, it depended. She then informed me that she wanted to bring her kids’ dad over for a “quickie.” I was disgusted at this, and I attempted to be a cock block by asking her not to, not in my house while my mom was gone.

Eventually she gave up and said “Fine, never mind. Forget it.” Me, being the human doormat, texted back, saying “just do what you gotta do. I will be home in 20 minutes.”

Thrity minutes later I walked in with Maya as they were coming out of the bathroom. I was very unhappy, feeling used, and like she was taking advantage of my mom being gone. I called her a slut in a joking tone. She answered with a grin from ear to ear agreeing with the name I just called her.

I went a little further, calling her a whore. She agreed again, smiling. She then joked back that I had no room to talk, since she knew Forbidden Fruit had been staying over while my mom was gone. I thought things were fine (besides the situation), just from her reactions. I was joking, and it felt like she was playing along.

I found out I was wrong when she texted me after she left. She said: “Thanks for being so rude. I appreciate it. I’ve supported you in everything you chose to do without any grief, even when your “real” friends fuck you over. Thanks.”

What the hell am I supposed to say to that? She is right in the fact that she has always helped me and supported me, but I still think it was unfair to use my house for sex, especially since my mom was gone. I didn’t think I was being rude, especially since she seemed to be playing along in my teasing.

I never did respond back, and I still haven’t heard back from her. Whatever.

It sucks. I want to tell my mom what she did, about our disagreement, but I can’t because she has just as much dirt on me as I have on her.

Give me some love.