Whats Going on in My Life (Or Not)

I apologize for the lack of real life updating and naughty stories. Sadly, my life is not the exciting anymore. I haven’t heard from D since March, so I kind of gave up on him. I think he found someone new to play with and just doesn’t want to tell me. Whatever, I don’t care. As good as sex was with him, and with how sexy he made me feel, his penis was so damn big that it ripped my vagina every time.

Things with CB are a little slowed down. We did meet up for coffee the other day, because he had some errands to run in a neighboring town. It was kind of awkward, and I didn’t feel like we had much to talk about. We only spent about 15 minutes together in total. He was trying to get me to go eat with him, but I had dinner plans with my room mate for after. He showed me his pick up, which I found totally sexy. I love big pick ups. We still kind of sext, but don’t really have much phone sex anymore. He told me I had gorgeous eyes, and he found me really sexy. He was pretty damn hot himself. Total country boy, I loved it.

The back up guy (that I only kind of mentioned in passing) turned out to be a total flake. HE would say “Oh, lets meet up,” then I would not hear from him until a week later.

I answered a guy’s CL ad the other day, since he seemed pretty cool. I feel like a bitch saying it, but hes the total opposite. I am sure he is a really nice guy once you get to know him, but hes depressing as hell. He is always talking about how lonely he is, and how depressed he is. I feel bad for him, and I want to give him the benefit of the doubt, but I don’t know how much longer I can take it.

It has been over two months since I had sex. I miss it. A lot. I miss it so much that on my weekends, when I am bored and alone, I consider texting Toby. I just really don’t want to go there again.

So, I apologize for my lack of updates, but I just don’t have anything sexy to write about. Do stay tuned though, because I am actually writing a very sexy story with one of my twitter followers. I am looking forward to seeing where it goes. I will definitely post it (with his permission) when it is complete. I also will be receiving a book in the mail to review on here written by Shanna Katz.

Give me some love.