TMI Tuesday – Important Questions

TMI Tuesday time–time to answer these…

Important Questions

1. If you are on facebook, when was the last time you had to “unfriend” someone and why?

I unfriended a guy I went on a couple of dates with, The best way to describe him would be toxic. He made me feel like shit about myself, and my priorities (work). He had some major issues.

2. What are you addicted to?

Masturbation and sunflower seeds. Not at the same time of course. Oh, and caffeine.

3. What are the first 3 things you do every morning?

Look at my phone, use the bathroom, then get dressed.

4. How lucky are you and why?

I suppose that I am lucky in the fact that I have a good job, a roof over my head, and reliable transportation.

5. What is one thing you’re embarrassed to admit you want to try?

I do have kind of a curiosity about watersports play…I have mentioned it a few times here, but rarewly have I ever told a partner.

Bonus: Are you proud of what you are doing?

I am proud of this blog. This coming September it will be 9 years old. I am proud of putting myself out there and getting a better job at a place that I am much happier to work at.

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Sinful Sunday – Orange Man

I am not really able to take a new picture at the moment, so I was browsing my Dropbox for an oldie (but a goodie) to use and I came across this picture. It was back when I worked in janitorial and I was in the maintenance office with my supervisor who was eating an orange. He made a funny little man out of the peel and I took a picture to make it last. I had forgotten about it until now.

 

Sinful Sunday

A Test of Sorts

The boyfriend is gone for nearly a month, and after this weekend he will be pretty much off the grid for almost 2 weeks. He is on his summer vacation, visiting family and friends down south. I miss him terribly, and it gets harder every day.

We still manage to at least say good morning, but after that he usually gets busy and either doesn’t talk again til late evening or the next morning. Some nights we were able to Skype and play video games, which is nice, but just not the same.

I have been kind of looking at his absence as a test for if/when he moves and whether or not we continue things as a long distance couple. At this point, I feel like I care more for him than he does for me, but that is probably my low self esteem talking. He has a hard time opening up, which also makes me wonder how he really feels about me.

Without knowing how he feels, or what he sees with me in the future, I don’t think I could do long distance. I really hate to say that, and I hate the idea of having to move on (again) and learn to know someone all over again (though sometimes that can be half the fun). I just don’t want anyone else.

Even with the lack of sex in our relationship that I am fairly unhappy about, I love everything else. I love him and really want to see where this goes. I have been trying to stay positive, but it gets harder each day that it gets closer to our possible doom.

Its two weeks into his month long absence and its killing me. I hate it. I miss his kiss, and our cuddles.

TMI Tuesday – Digging Deep

Yes, yes…here it is. Another TMI Tuesday.

Digging Deep

1. The last time you had sex, was it urgent or essential? Consider masturbation or sex with a partner.

Both. With a partner, it was urgent. I got him worked up by playing with and teasing his cock during a movie, as well as sucking on his fingers. The movie couldn’t finish fast enough. During masturbation, it was essential, and usually is with me.

2. What should you stop doing? Why?

I should stop being so insecure. I get anxious way too easily and tend to fret about little things. I need to learn to think positive and stay positive.

3. What makes you feel strongest? Sexiest?

This blog has helped make me strong, both with feedback, and a place I can share anything. Sadly, nothing has really made me feel sexy lately.

4. When do you feel vulnerable?

Dating. It gets harder and harder to put myself out there. I lucked out with my current boyfriend, as he took things slow, something that I needed.

5. What is missing from your sex life?

Sex itself, and intimacy. Something I miss greatly, but am willing to overlook their lack in my life because the companionship I am building now feels more important to me.

Bonus: If you left your current lover, what would you miss the most?

The companionship we have been building since we met. I am learning to trust again. I would miss the happy sound he makes when we kiss or I touch/rub/scratch his back. His kisses and cuddles are pretty amazing too.

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Fantasy – Board Game Night

It’s board game night and I am sitting between the boyfriend and an old coworker I have a crush on. I finish my turn and lean back on the futon and close my eyes. I am horny and it has been a long day. The boyfriend leans back after his turn as well and puts his arm around my shoulders, his hand hovering over my breast.

Feeling bold, I rested my hand over his that was hovering and push down. He immediately got the hint and got a handful of tit before giving a few healthy gropes. I grinned and giggled and he did it once more before taking my hand in his. Closing my eyes again, I relax next to him.

I start to imagine a MMF threesome with the two men on either side of me. I think of them each taking a breast in their mouth and teasing my pierced nipples with their tongues. I then start thinking of our hosts, a couple and their roommate. How perfect would it be if we all just had an orgy right there in the middle of the living room.

I craved the feeling of having two mouths cover my body at the same time, no side left untouched. The boyfriend mirroring ex-coworker’s (ECW) moves and vice versa. I wanted them both right then and there. I picture them both getting up to stand in front of me. I see myself reaching to undress each of them, all the while our gracious hosts are getting to business behind the two sexy men before me. With determination and concentration, I manage to use one hand each to get their pants unbuttoned, unzipped, and cocks exposed at the same time.

At that thought I feel a flood of wetness flood my panties. I have always wanted to suck two dicks at once and this is finally my chance. I warp a hand around each of them and lean forward. I lower my mouth onto the boyfriend first. I start by kissing the tip of is cock before slowly taking it in my mouth inch by inch, all the while swirling my tongue. I get the boyfriend good and wet before switching to ECW’s cock and doing the same thing. I switch back and forth between the two beautiful cocks before me, only switching when one starts to sound like they are enjoying this a little bit too much.

I realize it’s my turn for the game, so I hastily make a move before leaning back into the futon. I picture the boyfriend slowly start to strip me and ECW joining in. Simultaneously we all switch positions. I lay myself across the futon and ECW gets between my legs while the boyfriend gets at the opposite end. The boyfriend positions himself to get himself back in my mouth. ECW has no trouble sliding his penis into my soaking wet pussy.

I clench my kegels at the thought, imagining the feeling of penetration, and seeing him thrust his body and begin to fuck me like I deserve to be fucked. ECW reaches to begin to rub my clit while the boyfriend reaches to fondle and tease my boobs.

Its my turn in the game again so I make a move and get back to fantasizing. The two guys decide to switch. ECW wants a blowjob and the boyfriend wants to fuck me. He gets between my legs and plunges his cock deep inside my cunt and I tighten around him. At that same time, ECW gets his cock in my face and I hungrily take him in my mouth.

I can tell the boyfriend is close and so I decide to try and make ECW lose his load at the same time. I give my best sucking, tongue swirling massage that I could manage at that awkward angle. I want them to come at the same time. The boyfriend is closer and tells me so. Just then ECW tells me he is close, almost like the boyfriend saying he was close was that trigger he needed to get over the edge. At that second, the boyfriend began his orgasm. Seeing the boyfriend hit his climax made ECW reach his.

Slowly I came back to reality. I made my turn in the game we were playing. I was losing horribly, but I was ok with it. I just imagined a very sexy fantasy.

 

Meeting the Family

The week before last his graduation finally came up in conversation. I told him I fully intended to go, but I wasn’t sure if he wanted me to go. He said he would like me there. I asked if I would be able to meet his family coming up and all he said was maybe.

Two days before the graduation he made it sound like he didn’t care if I was there, and I probably wouldn’t meet the family. Then he said I could maybe meet his mom, just not the others. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t hurt. For the most part I understood, but my low self confidence made it feel like it was me he didn’t want to introduce to them.

The day before on my way home from work I realized how heartbroken I really was in not being able to be involved in his graduation plans. I got the impression that even if I went to the ceremony I wouldn’t be able to see him at all. I was completely crushed at the idea of not being included on his big day. I admit that I started to get a little jealous of his family. I started to not feel that important to him, and eventually considered to not go at all. I knew if I didn’t go I would feel guilty . I also started crying at the idea of going and not being able to say hi. I felt like he was ashamed of me.

After a nearly sleepless night and sitting through my best friend’s graduation (there were several ceremonies that day) I texted him and asked if he wanted me there. He simply told me I could go. With lots of reservations, I made arrangements to get there. I picked a spot to enable myself to easily describe my location in a huge crown and texted him where I was. I started to cry, still under the assumption that I would not see him. I knew he was somewhere there, along with his family, and here I was alone trying to be supportive.

I had just wiped the last tears from my eyes, considering letting them start up again, when I realized someone was standing in front of me. With thoughts of annoyance at who was cutting in on what little privacy I had while I spilled my overreacting tears, I looked up to see him standing with a lady.

All thoughts of sadness escaped me as we hugged, kissed, and he introduced me to his mom. We shook hands and she asked me the obligatory questions any good mother would ask the chick her son is dating. Sadly it was a short visit since he had to go get ready with his graduating class. As she walked away, she told me how happy I made him.

From then on I felt much better about being there, and five minutes later I got a text thanking me for being there. After what seemed like ages, they finally called his name. About 20 minutes later I get the text I had been waiting forever for, asking if I wanted to join him and his family for dinner. He told me to meet him at his place and we would go from there.

I quickly got home and changed, making sure to put something on a little bit nicer. It was the moment I had been waiting for, and suddenly I was nervous. What if they didn’t like me?

It turned out that I had nothing to worry about. I met his mom, dad, stepmom, grandma, and several family friends. I fit in well. OUr dinner reservations were fairly late in the evening, so we ended up closing the restaurant. Eventually they started to plan breakfast and who was coming. His family was very insistent that I join.

I enjoyed getting to know them, and hope to see them again soon. I was glad that they seemed to like me.

TMI Tuesday – Would You Rather…?

It’s another addition of TMI Tuesday “Would You Rather…?”

1. If you and your significant other played “sexual truth or dare” with other couples, would you rather watch your s.o. have sex with someone or would you prefer having sex with someone in front of your s.o.?

It depends. I really don’t like to share, and I don’t think he would either. However, if the other person he had sex with was male I might be more into it. I would feel more comfortable having sex with a woman than a man if my boyfriend was to watch. However, I would love a MMF thressome with him, so if he was to join I would much prefer that.

2. Would you rather watch your favorite porn with your sibling or read your favorite sexy erotica out loud to your parent(s)?

Honestly, none would really bother me. However, I have actually watched porn with one of my sister’s before, and that was hilarious. We had a lot of amusing commentary with it, and it was my first porn, so she was able to say “it doesn’t work like that in real life” when appropriate.

3. To get sexually aroused, would you rather watch girl on girl porn or guy on guy porn?

Guy on guy, as that is what I watch anyways.

4. Would you rather have sex with your boss, in an office conference room or masturbate at home knowing that your neighbor is watching?

Considering the fact that I work at a casino and there are cameras EVERYWHERE, I think I would prefer to masturbate with the neighbor watching, depending on the neighbor.

5. Based on your current mood, would you rather try out new and kinky sex ideas or have romantic sex?

Honestly, I would love the romantic sex, as it has been a long time for any type of sex.

Bonus: Would you rather have three kids and no money or no kids with three million dollars?

No kids and 3M dollars, definitely. I am kind of thinking I don’t want kids, though I am just not at a good point in my life to even consider kids.

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Trying to Get Caught

I thought he would be on his way shortly. It was Saturday and my roommate was gone for the weekend. I unlocked the front door for him and texted him to let himself in. I got back in bed and grabbed my favorite toy. I hoped and fantasized about him walking in on me masturbating. I wondered how he would react, and what he would do or say.

Would he be into it? Or would it be a complete turn off to him? Would he even care? At this point it had been almost two months since we did anything naughty. I ashamedly admit that I was getting desperate.

I didn’t even need porn, I was so turned on at just the fantasy of him catching me, hopefully joining me. I had to edge for a bit, as it didn’t take me long to feel like I was going to climax. I hoped he would hurry.

I started thinking about whether or not I wanted to time my orgasm for when he walked in, or save it for when he was in the same room as me and realized what I was doing.

My thoughts got a bit darker then. What if the person to walk in was not him? Who would it be, and depending on who it was would I keep going?

Eventually I started to feel too good not to come. Since I was alone, I let my moans escape my throat. What if I moaned so loud someone heard and came to check on me? At the thought of anyone walking in at that point made me come even harder.

After my orgasm he texted that he was on his way. I thought about my poor timing and wondered if I should go for round two of trying to be caught. Unfortunately, at that point I lost my nerve and quickly got dressed and did one last clean up run through of my apartment.

Maybe I can gather the courage to try again next time. Next time I will wait for his text that he is on his way before I start to play.