Not Enough Porn

This sounds ironic, I know, as the internet is full of porn. However, let me explain.

For the past year I have been unable to get off from “straight” porn. In fact, the only thing I like to watch is gay porn. A very specific gay porn, mind you. I can only get off from watching guys piss. I prefer the “pissilations” that have a compilation of men pissing videos. However, I also go nuts for piss denial videos. I love watching men squirm and hop around until they can’t hold it anymore and just let it all go.

The internet has a lot of these videos, however, there are only a few sites I trust, and of those few only a couple work with my iPad. This means that there is not enough of these that I can watch. I am getting bored with the ones I have bookmarked, yet can’t seem to find any “new ones.”

I have a few piss videos of guys I know, but I am embarrassed to even ask them to send such a thing. This is still a new fetish for me, one I am still learning what I like and don’t like when it comes to watersports. I wish it was something more common, something less taboo. I can easily ask a guy for a dick pic and get one with no questions asked. I could even probably get away with asking for a masturbation video. I just don’t have the courage to ask for a piss video, for fear of being shamed, or the person totally disgusted in me.

I just find it fascinating watching a guy take a piss. They all aim their cocks differently. Some lightly pinch the head, others just point the head in the right direction. Some guys hold their dick between their fingers, and others can aim without even touching their cock. I love noticing the subtle ways they have conditioned their body to pee.

Some men lightly rub the head or base with a forefinger, others gently touch their balls. Some shake at the end, some stroke at the end, others wipe at the end (and use way too much fucking toilet paper), and some do all or none.

I love the casual way they pull their dick out of their pants, and the way they stuff it back in. I find it amusing that some will take great care to only take their cock out and in through their zipper, but then end up undoing their buttons and pulling down their pants anyways.

I could go on forever about this. If it is one thing that has got me squirting full time again, it is gay pissing videos.

So guys, I am curious, how do you piss? Can I see? Feel free to email me your (sexy) videos at sweetendirty @ gmail.com. I hope I didn’t disgust you too much. 😉

Exploration

“I gotta pee, babe. Is there anything else you want me to do with it? I am about to explode,”

“Umm, if we were in the shower I would love to feel your hot stream covering my body. Cover my tits, my stomach, my legs. I can even turn around and you could get my back and ass,” I shyly replied. I had never had anyone want to dirty talk with me about pee play, but I was loving it.

“Oh, baby that felt so good, so relieving,” he said later after sending me a video.

He told me it was a huge turn on to think about me holding/aiming his cock for him while he peed. I was so scared the first time that told him I wanted to do that. I was embarrassed to admit how much I loved watching a guy pee. I was so glad I told him. Gradually I have been going into more detail about what turns me on about it, and what drives me wild enough to squirt.

I don’t know if he is as into it as I am, or if he’s just acting turned on to get me to open up, but he’s been sending me lots of pictures and videos of his cock, some even of him taking a leak. It’s so fucking hot. I have no problem sending him the stuff he wants to see just so that in return I get what I want.

We met online. He lives half a state away unfortunately. For now it’s just dirty talk and texting. We have really opened up to each other about our turn ons. Him getting “excited” over the things I want to try and do get me so hot and wet. He’s really helped me explore my pee turn on a lot. Some stuff I have went into detail about I have never told anyone, let alone barely accepted myself.

He claims that he’s never told anyone the things he’s told me. The things that he’s into don’t really do it for me, but they also don’t turn me off. Just hearing and seeing his reaction to what I do for him makes it a lot less weird and so much more worth it.

I am so excited to explore my interests about what turns me on. Just talking with him about it makes it easier and easier to admit what I want. I can’t wait to explore for real someday.

Curiosity with Pee

It started with just a curiosity of wanting to aim a guy’s dick while he pissed. I finally got the chance one day with D after we had sex. He asked if I wanted to and I jumped at the chance. I felt awkward as hell as I did it, but I enjoyed it. I loved watching the stream come out, starting slow by dribbling out, then a steady flow, until it ended by dribbling out again. I shook it a few times for effect, all the while thinking of the expression “Shake it more than twice you are playing with it.”

I started looking up porn of guys peeing. I found it incredibly hot to see the guy whip his dick out, aim, and flow. I got incredibly turned on when I watched them put their dicks away. I wasn’t sure why, but I wanted to see more.

I started searching for blogs that talked about play with pee. I got turned on just reading them, thinking about the idea of a warm stream hitting me, soaking me. I then found a post talking about male pee desperation. I did more searching for porn and found a video of a guy trying to hold it in, struggling and moaning. Short bursts of piss would come out of his dick and you could hear more moaning and profanities.

Throughout the video his dick would bounce around as he squeezed his PC muscles to hold it in. I got so wet seeing that. Eventually he can’t hold it anymore and he just lets go. As soon as he lets go, I come hard and fast. It took me years to get to squirt again, but I do when I watch these videos.

I have a lot of gay golden shower videos bookmarked. I still get a little squicked out when I see someone drinking the piss, but I love to watch that hot stream come out. I especially love piss and bukkake together.

I have yet to be pissed on, and at this point I would only want it to happen with the right person and in the shower (so that there is no mess), but I definitely want it to happen.