30 Days of Truth – Day 13: A Band or Artist That Has Gotten You Through Some Tough Ass Days. (write a letter.)

Dear 3LW,

Back in 8th grade I experienced my first bout of sexual harassment. I went to my crush’s house one Saturday afternoon and he kept trying to make moves on me.

Your album had just come out and I played it over and over. After this incident, there was only one song I wanted to listen to. It felt the most relatable to my experience. For weeks I listened to “Gettin’ Too Heavy” on repeat.

I hate to think about what I would have done without that song at that time. I didn’t feel comfortable going to anyone about my problem, so this song helped tremendously. Thank you.

Third Times the Charm

June 2014 I was in a car accident. I tried to go to work the next day, but left a couple hours into my shift to go to the doctor,  as I hadn’t been yet and was really starting to feel it. She gave me a week off work and told me to go get an xray at some point. This was on a Tuesday.

Thursday I finally decided to go get the xray over with, mostly because I had to have it to get the ok to get back to work. My mom took me to get it done, and dropped me back off at home. Just when I was sitting down to eat, she was knocking on my door.

She and the doctor had been trying to call me, bu t I didn’t hear my phone in the other room. I called the doctor back, who told me the technician found a fracture in my neck and needed to go to the ER right then for a CT scan.

I went into my room to grab my keys and took out my nipple piercings,  since I figured they wouldn’t be good for the scans. That’s when I found out I had three fractures in my neck; two nondisplaced, and one slightly displaced.
When I got back home I tried to get my piercings back in, but the holes had closed up a tiny amount in those few hours. I didn’t want to hurt myself by forcing them back in so I left them out. I was so bummed! 

Fast forward a year later and I find out my supervisor at the time did piercings on the side. I talked to him about it, and he said he could redo mine. There was a huge appeal there, since he was my supervisor and he would basically have to fondle my breasts.

A few months later I got a new job in a different department. Having him repierce me lost its appeal. It wasn’t as naughty.

Around Christmas time my roommate and I discussed us going half and half on getting them redone. I started calk ing around to the piercing shops, but none of them would let me use the barbells I already had, and I couldn’t justify buying new jewelry ay that price when I know what I have is good.  We talked it over, and decided to have my old supervisor do it.

The day of the piercings,  I stopped at the store and picked up a huge bottle of wine. I needed to be relaxed and knew that alcohol was the best way to go, as this would be the third time of having my nipples pierced. The thought made my scar tissue hurt. 

I had just finished my bottle when he showed up. He did an amazing job, and was very professional,  something I wasn’t expecting.

Hopefully third time is the charm and I won’t need to repierce them again, but if I do, I want it to be done by him.

Something from the Movies

Tonight my roommate broke up with her boyfriend of almost two years. I never really got along with the guy, and for some reason he really disliked me. Good riddance I say. I won’t go into the details of it, that’s her business, and not the relevant to this post, other than the fact that it prompted me to do something I never thought I would do.

You see, she has this long time friend, an ex high school sweetheart. I have chatted with him several times, though never met him since he lives damn near the other side of the country. Tonight him and I were giving her the pep talk before she went and did the deed.

After it was done, she came home and had a drink and ate ice cream with me. We chatted on Skype with her ex high school sweetie (EHSS). After she went to bed I continued to chat with him. He said he kept trying to get her to go see him, on his dime, but she is afraid to leave work. I suggested he come here. 

He was surprised at the idea because that’s something she told him I would never be ok with. That is completely true, mostly because then she had a boyfriend at the time and I don’t condone cheating. I also don’t like PDAs to be had around me, since it fucks with my depression and loneliness. I told him I’d be fine as long as they kept the sex noise down and kept the PDAs to a minimum. 

He looked at plane tickets and I encouraged him to click. He will be out here in early December. She has no idea. I find it incredibly romantic, something from the movies. From what she has said about this guy, he’s her soulmate. He’s got his shit together, something her other exes don’t.

I am happy for her. I look forward to seeing the surprised look on her face when I pick him up from the airport and bring him home to her. However, I am a tad jealous. Romance in the movies is something I have always longed for, dreamed of nightly. 


While in the middle of writing the above paragraph he messages me again to say that I need to find out from her if it’s really ok that he comes out. He doesn’t want to do anything to spoil what they have now. I get where he’s coming from, but I am worried it will kill the surprise. Right now she has no idea. If I casually bring it up, it will sit in the back of her mind and she will expect it. 

How do I ask her about him coming here to visit without it being completely oblivious?

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TMI Tuesday – Flesh and Fantasy

Much thanks to yours truly for this week’s TMI Tuesday questions.

Flesh And Fantasy

1.) What was your biggest fantasy once you discovered sexy things?

I really wanted to give a blowjob. I loved the idea of having that control, plus I have always had an oral fixation

2.) Did you get to do said fantasy, and if so would you do it again?

I did when I was 18  I would so do it again, though it’s not so much of a fantasy now, as it is a must do  I love the control, and the trust my partner has in me to let me have his cock near my teeth.

3.) Was it as good as imagined?

It was 7 years ago, but I think it was better than I had ever imagined. I was a complete natural, and my boyfriend at the time had never had one. I have also been able to make guys come from a blowjob that had never done so before.

4.) Describe said fantasy.

The first time I sucked a cock was not planned  we had just got done from school that day and rushed to my place from the bus stop. It was pouring cats and dogs outside, and by the time we made it in were drenched. We took off some of our clothes, staying in our underwear. I pushed out and changed, while he was stuck in his underwear. I had a bit of a staring problem and kept looking at his dick, showing through his tighty whiteys.

I asked if I could see it, since it was my first true close up of a dick. He took it out, and by this time he was very hard. I asked if I could touch it, and we sat on my bed while I touched and played with it. He taught me that I didn’t need to be so gentle.

he asked if I would kiss it, and I bent down to do so. I let my lips linger just a bit, then lifting my head. He was leaned back against the pillows, eyes closed, mouth smiling. I bent back down and kissed the tip of his cock again, this time letting my tongue have a taste. His cock ended up in my mouth, and before too long he was coming inside. Naturally, I swallowed.

5.) What is your biggest fantasy now?

i would love to figure out my pee fantasies. I want to see if I like being pissed on, have a guy let me aim his dick while he pees, etc.. I want him to be into it as much as I am, though, and not just letting me do it to make me happy  it doesn’t make me happy, it makes me feel awkward and not enjoy it as much.

Bonus: Something you would NEVER do.

Besides the illegal no-nos, I would not allow shit to be a part of play. I know I had something else in mind when thinking of these questions, but I am drawing a blank.

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