I feel like I am at the stage of my life where I want to discover myself. I want to do it all, there are so many things out there I want to try. I have noticed that this blog has helped me a lot in discovering myself. I can show the true me and not have to worry about what people think, what my friends think, what my family thinks.
My family doesn’t know about my blog. They would be disgusted, I think. My mom would flip, especially if she knew things I have done. Even though I am twenty years old, I still live at home, I still go to school, and she still has a pretty tight leash on me. I have way more freedom than before, but I still have limits.
My friends do know about this blog. A few checked it out once, but most of them come back and check it every so often. I think that’s awesome. They have been really supportive of it, which actually came as a small surprise to me. I thought they would be disgusted, or look at me in a different way. Instead, they are more open with me, and we can talk about so much more. We can give each other advice. I am learning a different side of them, just like they learn a side of me when they read here. Thank you, my friends.
Readers around the world, I thank you as well. When I first started the blog, I wasn’t sure how long I would last as a blogger. Thanks to comments, and advice that you give, I have been encouraged to write more, which in turn helps me discover myself more. I also thank my fellow bloggers, because without them, I probably wouldn’t have been inspired to start blogging myself.
As I said before, there are so many things in the bedroom that I can’t wait to try. Not in a literal way, but in an excited way. I just hope that in my eagerness to experiment and try new things that I don’t do something that I will regret. I want to have sex, actual penis in vagina sex, but I don’t want my first time to be in a threesome. I don’t want to get caught up in the moment and forget what it is I really want. However, I really want to be in a threesome.
As of right now, the original couple I planned to threesome with did not work out. I was bummed, but I am ok. I told one of my friends that these plans got canceled, and they ended up inviting me to join him and his girlfriend. I think that would be fun as well, but I don’t see it happening sometime soon because she lives sixteen hours from here, and he is moving to live with her. So, the only way it could happen is if I get on a bus to go and stay with them.
I am not really sure what I am trying to get at in this post. It has turned out completely different from what I imagined. I do want to apologize for my lack of updates. School has been crazy, and plus, I honestly haven’t had much to write about, nothing sexually at least. I do want to post some erotica, one of which includes what I imagined happening at the threesome, but I am afraid of things getting repetitive on here.