May 2009


It started with her rolling over and grabbing my waist. She then leans over me, and without  hesitations she buries her face nice my neck. She bites and nibbles all over, She starts scratching her finger nails all over my back and neck. It only lasts about three seconds, and she rolls back over to her side of the bed. I tried to stay very still, hesitant to move, afraid… Read More »Crazy

All About Her

She’s spontaneous. She’s unpredictable. She’s wild and crazy in bed. With her I never know what’s coming next, or how long it will last. One second she will tell me no, then when I least expect it she has her way with me. I am at her disposal. She can do whatever she wants. She bites me. She scratches me. She teases me. She drives me nuts. I love the… Read More »All About Her


I picture her on top. Riding me like a cowgirl. This time it’s my turn to wear the strap on. She talks dirty to me, telling me she loves my cock, tells me to fuck her hard. I thrust my hips up and down, watching her tits bounce up and down. “You like that?” I ask her. “Yeah. Harder. Harder. Push it. Oooh, yeah,” she moans. “Yeah?” I question. “Yeah,”… Read More »Yeah


I heard from her boyfriend she likes wild sex. I heard from her she likes it rough. I never pictured us doing anything, just because she never showed any interest in women. That is, until the day she told me had urges. After a few days talking back and forth, we decided to try a strap on. Now, whenever I picture it, it’s hot; her fucking me, on top of… Read More »Hot

Confused, Yet Certain

I have done a lot of thinking ever since my last post about Toby. I know in my heart that I don’t want to do anything with him next week. It just isn’t worth how I end up feeling afterwards. I have been trying to figure out how to break it to him, but I just can’t find the right words. Everything I think of makes me sound crazy and… Read More »Confused, Yet Certain

Setting Myself Up

So, I hadn’t heard anything from Toby (except seeing him for a few seconds at work on the weekends) until the day I sent a wrong text (telling about my nipple piercings) to him. Anyways, a couple weeks back he sent me a random out of the blue text asking what was up. I was with friends and I told him so. He then texts back saying he is bored… Read More »Setting Myself Up

Mixed Signals

Well, it has been a while since I last updated about Brent. Last time I mentioned him, I had finally gotten some balls and asked him to lunch. We had lunch the following week and made it a weekly thing for a few weeks, but then school made us both super busy, so we only saw each other for a few minutes before class each day. He has quit the… Read More »Mixed Signals

A question of Morals

Last Tuesday I got a text from Sarah asking me where I was. I told her I was at lunch with Maya. She texted me back asking how long I would be gone. I replied back that I didn’t know, it depended. She then informed me that she wanted to bring her kids’ dad over for a “quickie.” I was disgusted at this, and I attempted to be a cock… Read More »A question of Morals

My Wall

There are three main subjects that I can’t talk with people about; politics, religion, and weight. The first two I refuse to talk about just because I don’t want to get into a huge debate, argument, or any kind of disagreement. The last however, makes me put up a wall. Ever since I was a small child, I have always been on the heavy side. I got picked on for… Read More »My Wall