July 2009

Innocence Lost

Well, after 24 hours of thinking about my feelings about the whole Toby situation, I realized that I didn’t want to let me attachment issues get in the way of having fun. Of course I was horny at the time of making my decision. I finally texted him and told him that we could continue messing around. I believe I may have opened up a huge can of worms. For… Read More »Innocence Lost

A Royal Fuck Up

Well, I fucked up royally. It started with my mother not wanting to take me to work. She told me to ask Toby for a ride, since she is under the impression that we are such great friends. I told her I didn’t want to, that I like him more than a friend and he does not. Basically, I came up with every G-Rated excuse. She wasn’t having it, and… Read More »A Royal Fuck Up

An End to Something Bad, the Start of Something Good

This last Monday I put a stop to the Toby situation. I hope. He picked me up in the morning after he got off work and we went to his house. Things seemed to be better and hotter before. He kissed me harder and more passionately than he ever has, than anyone has. When he bent me over to feel my ass, he surprised me by taking off his belt… Read More »An End to Something Bad, the Start of Something Good