January 2012

Name Calling

One thing that always creeped me out was saying someone’s name during sexual activities. I get especially turned off at the idea of hearing my own name during sex. I just have never liked my name. Though, I also have never had my name called out during sex, partly due to me stating that I thought it might be a turn off. Who knows, maybe I would like it? I… Read More »Name Calling


I have made two craigslist ads in the past, once in mid 2009 and one about a month ago. Both were to “meet new people and make new friends.” I never did meet anyone that responded, but I did get a lot of responses. The first time I placed an ad, I would only give my picture when I received one myself. The problem was that once they saw the… Read More »Craigslist

After Orgasm

One thing I have noticed is that after I orgasm, I relax so much that I stop breathing. I masturbate, I finish, I turn off the vibe, and lay as still as possible. My body relaxes completely. After a few seconds, when I am ready for air, I take in a deep breath and let it out slowly. I continue this relaxed breathing for a minute or two, until my… Read More »After Orgasm


One thing that drives me nuts is being distracted while masturbating. The thing that tends to happen the most is, while trying to think dirty thoughts, something very undirty pops into my mind. These things can include everyday life things, such as bills, and the biggest turn off of all, family. The last few times I have masturbated I have gotten very distracted. I think this happens because I wasn’t… Read More »Distractions

Pet Names

I have always been a fan of pet names, though I have not really been called too many, and I have never really used any (unless you count the flirting “hey sexy/cutie/etc.). I always thought they were special. I know some people use them all the time, other people hate them, or think they are sick/fake/etc. I however, think they are the best. In high school, I dreamed of a… Read More »Pet Names

100 Things About Me

Here is a list of random things about me. I tried to keep it somehwat organized, but that lost itself early into the compiling. 01 – I have blond hair 02 – I dyed my hair bright red in high school 03 – Because my hair is so light, it turned pink 04 – I have gray/green eyes 05 – I have had glasses since I was 3 or 4… Read More »100 Things About Me

Sexual Bucket List

The other night at work (it’s a great time to think), I started thinking about this blog and all the sexual things I have done, the sexual things I want to do, and the sexual things I would like to try over again, since I have had more experiences. I have decided to share this list. One thing I would like to mention first is that some of these things… Read More »Sexual Bucket List


Thursday night I met with Will in a parking lot where he got in my car to go with me to get my nipples repierced. Luckily they were able to use my old bars, so it only cost $50, rather than $100. Oh my God! That fucking hurt. I ended up squeezing the hell out of Will’s hand, it hurt so bad, and I almost cried. At one point he… Read More »Repierced!


Something I was thinking about tonight was kissing. I was thinking of all the people I have kissed, and how each person kisses differently. I was also thinking how weird it is kissing someone after kissing someone else for 2+ years. I thought Will would be the last guy I kissed in my life, as we had planned a future together. After we broke up, I wondered who the next… Read More »Kissing


I had been wanting to suck his cock all week. Hell, I had wanted to suck him long before that, but the opportunity never presented itself until after dinner Thursday night. “So, how about dessert?” he asked me teasingly. “Mmm, sounds good,” I replied with a smile, slowly walking towards him. When I got close enough, he tenderly took his hand and placed it on the side of my neck… Read More »Dessert