March 2012


The worst feeling is wondering when I will meet someone new. I hate not knowing. It could be today, next week, a month from now, a year from now. It could also be many years from now, even never. My room mate had me make an account with I hate it so far. I paid $120 for six months and it is a huge waste of money. I get… Read More »Alone

Sex Club

A few weeks ago I was talking to one of the guys that used to model in my figure drawing class. He was telling me about a party he went to the night before. He soon described it as a sex party. It turns out that the county I live in has a sex club. Once every so often they will sell tickets, then announce the location of the party.… Read More »Sex Club

“My Bad”

I am pretty sure everyone has some saying or word that they hate hearing. I have one saying and one word I hate. The word I get really pissed off at when I hear is “meh.” Its just so distant and noncommittal. However, I hate hearing “my bad” even more. I hate it because that is what Toby would say whenever he fucked up or pissed me off. I especially… Read More »“My Bad”

Tattoo Idea

I have never really seriously considered getting a tattoo. I figured that if and when I did get one, it would have to be something special. I found out what I want to get, and now I really want to get it. The idea came to me in a dream the other night. I was with friends and they wanted to take me out to get a tattoo. In the… Read More »Tattoo Idea