So, J and I started talking again. It’s been off and on, but the last week it’s been every day. He seems better now. I will find out Friday if he’s changed.
The plan is for me to go to his house to watch a movie and cuddle. I like this plan a lot. I am nervous and excited all at the same time. Sadly though, I feel like I had to turn things sexual to keep him interested.
There is a lot of sexual tension between us and our chats now. We flirt heavily, and even have exchanged a few pics. I want to take things slow, but at the same time I have been really craving some strange. I want something new.
I don’t plan to go very far with J on Friday, but just in case I will be bringing condoms.