Sweetendirty

A New Chapter

Last week I finally told my room mate that I was going to start looking for apartments with a girl from work. I had been looking for a while, but the search finally got serious when the girl I was wanting to rent with decided that she wanted to rent with me as well. I had been kind of miserable there lately. A bunch of stupid stuff just kind of started… Read More »A New Chapter

Just in Case

So, J and I started talking again. It’s been off and on, but the last week it’s been every day. He seems better now. I will find out Friday if he’s changed. The plan is for me to go to his house to watch a movie and cuddle. I like this plan a lot. I am nervous and excited all at the same time. Sadly though, I feel like I… Read More »Just in Case

Slide

Walking around, I can feel my wetness. I am so wet that I can feel my lips slide against each other, heightening my senses. I squeeze my upper thighs together, my clit being stimulated by the squeezing. I tighten my kegels, feeling my wetness soak my panties. I only wish that I had my luna beads, or even my wireless bullet. Maybe another night, but for now this will have… Read More »Slide

Release

“I want to fucking ravish you,” I texted D. We were talking about how horny we were, and how much we wanted each other. At this point I was kind of over my “No more NSA.” D was and probably will be the only exception to rules like that. I trust him. He is the true meaning of a friend with benefits. I got filthier in my sexting, as did… Read More »Release

Psyche!

I had an interesting experience the other night. I faked an orgasm so well that I had all of the normal after effects of an orgasm, as well as the during. The only thing I didn’t have was the contracting of my opening and the tingling of my clit. It was like I tricked my body into orgasm. My breathing got heavier, my heart rate increased, and I had that… Read More »Psyche!

Chain Reaction

I get extremely aroused when walking around with a  full bladder. It’s kind of a chain reaction in a way. I start by having to pee. Having to pee makes me think of how I feel when I am about to squirt. Walking while needing to pee bad makes me feel my G-Spot kind of clamp up, like I am about to have an orgasm. When I finally do pee,… Read More »Chain Reaction

Frozen

Being single definitely has it’s drawbacks. I get no cuddles. Even after sex, the guys I have been with don’t cuddle (hence another reason why I am putting a stop to NSA encounters). It had been a year and a half since I had last really truly cuddled with someone. It was with Salien the day/night after I had my tonsils out. We have kept in touch off and on,… Read More »Frozen

Focusing on Me

If there is one good thing that that came from my year of no sex, it is the fact that I now know what I want and I have the courage and motivation to not settle for less. I realized this after my dry spell was broken though. It is a new year, a time for new beginnings. What I want is to not partake in sexual activities unless I… Read More »Focusing on Me

Turn Offs

I wrote about my turn Ons, but what about my turn offs? I definitely have a few. Everyone has them (I hope). Some of these turn offs have become deal breakers for me, stopping me from having what could otherwise be a really good time. This list may or may not be in any particular order. – Bad breath – There is nothing more that turns me off than bad… Read More »Turn Offs