Exes

Raw Lust

**Yesterday’s post was very unsexy, I know, but I needed to say it. If you are still reading my stuff, I am glad to know that I haven’t scared you off. As a treat, here’s a bit of erotica, a true story about probably the only time I felt truly wanted by my last ex.** I was topless in the living room with his topless roommate. We were feeling up… Read More »Raw Lust

Receiving Oral and My Experiences

The other day, one of my favorite bloggers posted on Twitter, asking about how men feel about giving cunnilingus, how they feel about women who are with men that don’t enjoy giving it, and the experiences of women who don’t enjoy receiving oral. I started to reply, but then realized that there is more to the answer than I can put in just 140 characters. I decided to make it… Read More »Receiving Oral and My Experiences

Fucked Up Move, Bro

The night after I had my accident I called Will. It was his night off from work, no one else was awake and I couldn’t sleep. I told him everything that happened and he did his best to comfort me. He later mentioned that he was soon going to get his mom’s car once she got her new one. He said when that happened he would give me his pickup.… Read More »Fucked Up Move, Bro

The Right One

I learned a very valuable lesson with the last guy I dated, however I just now realized it. I learned why people say they will “try something with the right person.” We all have fantasies. Some are more kinky than others. Some of my fantasies are on the kinkier side. The guy I dated wanted to know them. I was embarrassed, but I shyly told him. He wasn’t disgusted, but… Read More »The Right One

Relationship and a Half (Part 1)

Back in college I had a huge crush on a guy in one of my English classes. We talked about the things we had in common (music, camping, etc). We were even planning a camping trip for one weekend, but something came up. One day he dropped out of the class and I never heard from him again until last year. Back in May he responded to one of my… Read More »Relationship and a Half (Part 1)

Ugh, Almost a Year Since my Last Post…

Wow, it’s been too damn long. I hate that it’s been almost a year since I have written, since so much has happened. Good things and bad things. Funny things and sad things. Amazing things and fucked up things. Hopefully I can catch you all up to speed. I plan on this short recap in this post, then the ones that deserve more detail, I will do my best to… Read More »Ugh, Almost a Year Since my Last Post…

Moving On

Sometimes I wonder if Will ever misses me, misses what we had. He seemed so lonely the other night when he came over to hang out. I got the feeling that he was avoiding having to leave when he kept finding things to talk about. He ended up staying til two in the morning, several hours longer than either of us planned. When he hugs me goodbye I get the… Read More »Moving On

Will’s Mom

When Will and I first got together, that  woman loved me. I loved the idea of her being in the room when I gave birth to Will’s child. I saw her becoming my other best friend, my other mom. Don’t get me wrong, I love my mom, but we have a rocky relationship. I saw this woman becoming my other mom. The mom I was closest to, would tell anything… Read More »Will’s Mom