Exes

No Consideration

Will really seems at times to have no consideration for other people’s feelings, particularly mine it seems. I started to learn this while we were together, then it really showed during the break up. Tonight I was given a huge reminder. His comment hurt so bad that I left work dry sobbing. My body wanted to cry, but my heart just wasn’t in it. I have no more tears left… Read More »No Consideration

30 Days of Truth – Day 07 – Someone Who Has Made Your Life Worth Living For

This one took me a long time to think about and finally write. I just really couldn’t figure out what I felt/wanted to say. After thinking long and hard, I think I know who I want to write about, but there is definitely more than one person responsible for me being here today. It all depended on the situation at the time. My worst situation I must say was high… Read More »30 Days of Truth – Day 07 – Someone Who Has Made Your Life Worth Living For

30 Days of Truth – Day 04 – Something You Have to Forgive Someone For

I have to forgive Will for breaking my heart. In all honesty, he did me a favor. I really wasn’t 100% happy with him and us towards the end. He became very secretive and closed off about things that didn’t make sense to me when he got his new job. Our sex drives were complete opposites (though when he was in the mood it was beautiful). The reason I never… Read More »30 Days of Truth – Day 04 – Something You Have to Forgive Someone For

30 Days of Truth – Day 03 – Something You Have to Forgive Yourself For

I didn’t really think I had an answer to this prompt, mainly because I have learned not to have regrets, that everything that happens in  my life is a learning experience. However, after thinking on it for a while, there is one thing that I feel very guilty for, something I did that is against everything I normally would do. Back in my sophomore year of high school in Kansas,… Read More »30 Days of Truth – Day 03 – Something You Have to Forgive Yourself For

Cold Hot Cold – Part 1

**I have been debating on whether or not to write this. In the beginning I never did want to write about it, let alone share it because it was so special and personal to me. This post and a later post (may be the next post, or many posts down the road) are the first time Will and I did things sexually. Please note, he was quite new to all… Read More »Cold Hot Cold – Part 1

Bedtime Story – Part 4

Nodding a little, Michelle concentrated, letting the glow sink over her and reveal the Venusaur. “So….” Shalina watched the change, still fascinated at how fusions work. “Good to see you again Orchid.” “You too.” Orchid put a hand on her shoulder, perhaps a bit more roughly than he thought. “Got any plans for the next few hours?” “Hmm, not really. Just letting what ever happens happen. No set plans. I… Read More »Bedtime Story – Part 4

Bedtime Story – Part 3

Keiki’s head tilted lightly, as if noticing an odd scent in the air, before he doused the fire, opened up the tent flap, and crawled inside, curling up along the outside wall. Shalina followed inside, stomach still going crazy with what she would call a nervous excitement. She curled up along the opposite wall, not sure what to do. The obvious answer was to sleep, but her mind was going… Read More »Bedtime Story – Part 3

Kissing

Something I was thinking about tonight was kissing. I was thinking of all the people I have kissed, and how each person kisses differently. I was also thinking how weird it is kissing someone after kissing someone else for 2+ years. I thought Will would be the last guy I kissed in my life, as we had planned a future together. After we broke up, I wondered who the next… Read More »Kissing