“So now we decide if this was a date or nondate,” he said as I pulled up to his house after dinner and a concert. “Oh,” I replied, a bit shocked. I hadn’t even thought it was possible to be a date, just because he had never made any show of interest before.  “A nondate we would hug or shake hands. A date we would kiss,” he explained.  I felt… Read More »Kisses

Lessons in Geography 

We didn’t really have anywhere to go. No where private at least, that didn’t require money. Ready to take it a little bit further, test the waters, but not quite ready to bring the other home. We ended up meeting in the mall parking lot and go from there. When he pulled up next to me I got out to greet him. We hugged and kissed briefly, then decided to… Read More »Lessons in Geography 

Birthday Tease

After spending some time cuddling on his couch, we figured it was time to go for a dip. Once inside the hot tub house we stripped off all of our clothes. J got in first and I followed, taking his hand for support as I lowered myself in. He floated over to the opposite side and I followed, sitting next to him. Using my right hand to keep myself somewhat… Read More »Birthday Tease

Pure Pleasure

The episode ended and we stayed there in each other’s arms. Neither of us wanted to get up to push play for the next episode. Throughout the show we had been slowly stripping each other until he was only in his thong, and I in my favorite red lingerie and panties. I smiled with content, letting my hand travel all over him, still learning his body. I slid my hands… Read More »Pure Pleasure

My List

This weekend we had a girl’s night. We had pizza, drinks, giggles. At one point we talked about how many dicks we have handled. I stepped away and pulled out my list. Yes, I have a list of everything I have done and with whom. Some girls were impressed, others surprised, one might have been slightly appalled. Currently the list is as follows: Kissed (Either on the lips or a… Read More »My List

I Miss His Kiss

I have been thinking about J a lot. It has been nearly 4 months since we last hung out. I miss him. I miss the way he makes me feel, the way he touches me, his shyness and the way he asks for permission. Permission to touch me, permission to touch himself. It’s all so hot. Strangely, I miss his kiss. He wasn’t my favorite person to kiss, but I… Read More »I Miss His Kiss


As mentioned a few posts ago, J started texting me after nearly 6 months of silence. I flat out told him I didn’t trust him, that every time I start to think I will never hear from him again, I do. Then, just when I start to think things have changed and that he is more reliable, he disappears. I got tired of it. He told me he talked to… Read More »Almost


**This is another piece I started almost a year ago. I never had a chance to finish it before taking a break from blogging.** I have to say, I had some really good sex the other day. It wasn’t even planned sex, it just kind of happened. D came over to see the new place and just comfort me after having my window broken that morning. I gave him directions… Read More »Ride