Life

Disappointment

I am one to get my hopes up easily. Most of the time when I do get my hopes up, they come crashing down when unforeseen circumstances causes them to come crashing down. I was really looking forward to the threesome. We had a place picked out, the day we would do it, and even talked about the details about boundaries and what we wanted to happen. I was really… Read More »Disappointment

Dresss Up

I have always been a fan of dressing up. I love to go shopping for new clothes, and looking for cute outfits. I also like dressing up in the bedroom. My main goal is to someday own a school girl outfit. There is just something about that plaid mini skirt and white button up shirt, along with wearing pigtails. A few months ago I bought a French maid teddy. I… Read More »Dresss Up

Distractions

I swear, every time I have a paper for school to write, someone ends up distracting me. Now, I am a procrastinator, so I always seem to wait until the night before my paper is due to start on it. It’s not the distraction that’s a problem for me. I actually kind of like it. It gets me hot. Distraction teases me. I like to be teased, as frustrated sexually… Read More »Distractions

Creep in my Past

In 8th grade I was invited by my crush to go over to his house. My mom said that it was fine, as long as his grandma was home. I was ecstatic. He was 17, a junior in high school, and tall. Little did I know, was that the grandma that was home was a lot older and not able to give supervision. Everything was fine when I first arrived.… Read More »Creep in my Past

The Power of Scent

The power of smell is amazing. A pleasant smell can attract you to someone. A bad smell can make you steer clear of someone. I am someone who loves smell. My biggest weakness is the smell of men’s cologne or body spray. I never was a big fan of wearing perfume, but I love to wear certain body sprays. My room always smells like some scented candle. I would burn… Read More »The Power of Scent

Embarrassing Moments

We all have our embarrassing moments, and some just seem to top all of the others. Some of them can seem so bad at the time they happen that you forget your other embarrassing moments. I know that growing up, I had silly embarrassing moments, even though at the time they seemed like the end of the world for me. For example, when I was in third grade, I had… Read More »Embarrassing Moments

Jealousy

As I said in my last post, I have the worst jealous bone ever. If there was one thing I could change about myself, it would be that I didn’t have my jealous bone. I have had this problem ever since I was little. When my mom would babysit, I would get jealous that the kid being watched got more attention than me. As I grew older, I would get… Read More »Jealousy

The Guy in the Basement

About a month after my first boyfriend and I broke up, my mom and I went to her friend’s house. I didn’t really want to go, but had to anyways. We were just going so that the two could hang out in a place other than work. At the time, the only reason I was finally persuaded to go was because she said her friend had a son my age.… Read More »The Guy in the Basement