I know that my updating has become quite sporadic, and I apologize. A combination of being busy (I have a social life now, believe it or not) and not much to say. I was paranoid about Andy finding my blog, though I don’t think he would have cared too much. As of last night, Andy and I are no more. He is moving out of the area and neither of… Read More »The Good, the Conflict, and the Potential
We had discussed the idea of me waking him up with head many times, however I was always either too shy to do so or the timing just wasn’t right (usually had to rush off to work when staying over on a work night). Last weekend I was determined to be brave enough. It had been a long time since we played and I needed it badly. I woke up… Read More »Breakfast of Champions
May was International Masturbation Month. I decided to use a second click counter to keep track of my orgasms in a month as well as in a year. I was feeling a high sex drive in the month of May and ended the month with 17 orgasms. It is a lot better than other months, especially compared to June (which is almost over and I only have 6 or 7… Read More »Belated Masturbation Month Post
The boyfriend is gone for nearly a month, and after this weekend he will be pretty much off the grid for almost 2 weeks. He is on his summer vacation, visiting family and friends down south. I miss him terribly, and it gets harder every day. We still manage to at least say good morning, but after that he usually gets busy and either doesn’t talk again til late evening… Read More »A Test of Sorts
It’s board game night and I am sitting between the boyfriend and an old coworker I have a crush on. I finish my turn and lean back on the futon and close my eyes. I am horny and it has been a long day. The boyfriend leans back after his turn as well and puts his arm around my shoulders, his hand hovering over my breast. Feeling bold, I rested… Read More »Fantasy – Board Game Night
The week before last his graduation finally came up in conversation. I told him I fully intended to go, but I wasn’t sure if he wanted me to go. He said he would like me there. I asked if I would be able to meet his family coming up and all he said was maybe. Two days before the graduation he made it sound like he didn’t care if I… Read More »Meeting the Family
I thought he would be on his way shortly. It was Saturday and my roommate was gone for the weekend. I unlocked the front door for him and texted him to let himself in. I got back in bed and grabbed my favorite toy. I hoped and fantasized about him walking in on me masturbating. I wondered how he would react, and what he would do or say. Would he… Read More »Trying to Get Caught
As I said in several previous posts, the future of my current relationship is a complete waiting game. These least few weeks have been rough as school has kept him too busy for my liking. When we first met, one of the first things I asked him was if he planned to stay or leave after he graduated. He made it seem like he wanted to stay. However, fairly early… Read More »Only Time Will Tell
My masturbation count has sky rocketed. A combination of a returned sex drive after a long bout of depression finally lifted and having new toys to play with thanks to product reviews, I have had a lot to come to. With May being Masturbation Month, I have been particularly inspired to try for an orgasm (or more) a day. The more I masturbate, the more I find my mood lifting,… Read More »Masturbation Woes
I never really understood the point in saying a relationship was complicated. I used to figure it either was a thing or it wasn’t; the feeling are or they aren’t. At least until I didn’t understand up until now. Now I know it really can be complicated. It is not as easy as black and white. I am feeling like my relationship is drifting into complicated territory and I finally… Read More »It’s Complicated