Ramblings

Relax

Day 11, Post 11 I am coming to realize that I don’t know how to relax. If I am not stressing about one thing, I am stressing about another. Mostly I have been stressing about work, but now I am really starting to stress about my lack of sex drive, which kills my drive even more. For many months now (as in, I don’t know how long), I have had… Read More »Relax

Staycation

I finally have a bit of a vacation from work. I had some paid time off I needed to use or lose, so I asked for an extended {4 day) weekend. I feel a tad guilty about taking time off, but I need the mental break. In a way, I feel like I am cheating on my job by using my time off to look for a new job. I… Read More »Staycation

Masturbation Woes

My masturbation count has sky rocketed. A combination of a returned sex drive after a long bout of depression finally lifted and having new toys to play with thanks to product reviews, I have had a lot to come to. With May being Masturbation Month, I have been particularly inspired to try for an orgasm (or more) a day. The more I masturbate, the more I find my mood lifting,… Read More »Masturbation Woes

Punny

The other night while playing video games with the boyfriend I was having some difficulty fighting a “bad guy.” He commented that my attacks would work better if I hit from behind. I made a comment about the “bad guy” taking it up the ass. From there the conversation turned to anal and I mentioned that my experience with it was….terrible. I then started laughing like a maniac because the… Read More »Punny

The Worst Orgasm Ever

Last month I was horny and sex wasn’t an option. It probably won’t be for a while. I had full intentions of masturbating and being as loud as I wanted since I had no roommate home for the weekend. I started off my playtime by talking to an old acquaintance and sort of having phone sex. We talked about how we would pleasure each other. I sent him a few… Read More »The Worst Orgasm Ever

Six Years Ago

Six years ago today I lost my “technical” virginity. I say technical because i had done pretty much everything except have a penis inside my vagina. Before it happened, I wanted it to be with someone special, especially if it could be on my wedding night. During the 30 seconds of humiliation, I was confused, angry, and curious. I was confused because I wasn’t expecting it. I had told him… Read More »Six Years Ago