Thoughts

Anger and Toxic People

Day 31, post 30 – Well, I made it through all 30 (plus 1) days, and all 30 posts. This post will combine this week’s and last weeks SB4MH, since time escaped me and I missed the link up. Anger I personally do not get angry too often, though I sometimes get a little roadragey/venty when I am driving home. By that point in the day I just want to… Read More »Anger and Toxic People

What is the Worst That Can Happen?

Day 22, post 22 – A not so sexy post, but it is quite positive. So maybe that’s sexy in itself. A week and a half ago my supervisor asked me what I was afraid of. She suggested that I was afraid of succeeding. She gave me some homework to think on, and wants an answer this week when I have my one year review. All week I have thought… Read More »What is the Worst That Can Happen?

A Step in the Right Direction

Day 20, post 20 – Years ago I mentioned how Toby put his hand around my throat (gently-ish) and I hated it. It makes sense, because I did not trust him. There was a tiny bit of it that was thrilling though, so I tried it when I masturbated a few times. I really liked it then, and came harder than usual. I would always forget about that technique eventually,… Read More »A Step in the Right Direction

Food for Thoguht – Privacy, An Evolution of Sorts

Day 16, Post 16 – I am a little late to the Food for Thought party, but I really liked the topic, so I wanted to add my piece. When I first started this blog back in September 2008, I was very open about this blog. I was going to college at the time and just learning about being sexual. I told pretty much everyone I knew that I had… Read More »Food for Thoguht – Privacy, An Evolution of Sorts

Self Control

Day 15, Post 15 – If it wasn’t for all of the memes, I don’t know if I would have anything interesting to write about. Thank you to all that run the fantastic memes. I appreciate your hard work and all that you do for the blogging community. Content warning: alcohol, diet struggles So, self control is something I have always been really bad with. I am certainly trying to… Read More »Self Control

Amazing Chemistry

Day 13, Post 13 – I originally wrote this post in September 23, 2017. Aaron and I had “officially” been together only 11 days. I am not sure why I never posted it. I think I got sidetracked because I kind of stopped posting all together for a while. The italics show my updates to what I wrote over 2 years ago. I have to say, things with Aaron are… Read More »Amazing Chemistry

Stigmatizing While Trying to Destigmatize

Day 12, Post 12 The other night after Aaron and I finished our nightly Criminal Minds episode on Netflix, a new show popped up in my “Shows you might like.” It was the new Gwyneth Paltrow show “The Goop Lab.” The show is a documentary (6 episodes right now) about wellness and lifestyle. Because of the Gwyneth candle, I was highly curious what was on the show. There was one… Read More »Stigmatizing While Trying to Destigmatize

Relax

Day 11, Post 11 I am coming to realize that I don’t know how to relax. If I am not stressing about one thing, I am stressing about another. Mostly I have been stressing about work, but now I am really starting to stress about my lack of sex drive, which kills my drive even more. For many months now (as in, I don’t know how long), I have had… Read More »Relax