We mentioned a quickie in our texting last week, but at the time we didn’t have enough time to be that quick. He said that if I was lucky, on Sunday he would come over after he got off work, before I went to work. I woke up Sunday afternoon feeling very lucky. I brushed my hair, put on my sexiest red thong, and favorite red negligee. Over those I… Read More »Lucky

Cumming Attractions

When I started my blog back up again, I reposted all of my old blog entries as well as read through them all. Several posts fascinated me, particularly the ones about my wireless bullet being used at work. The other night at work, the idea of doing that again has been a real turn on. I think I will have to get it out again and do just that. There… Read More »Cumming Attractions

The Break Up

On October 31, 2011, Will broke up with me. He felt like I was getting in the way of his job. It started with him coming up to me on the night of the 29th and telling me that the next Friday at 6 he would be in “town.” I asked if he was going with friends, doing errands, or going out with coworkers. He told me he didn’t think… Read More »The Break Up

Bad Karma

As I said in my last post, I have been experiencing some bad karma. This is with reason, as I have been very selfish and greedy. I have also told anyone that would listen that was not my amazing boyfriend, Will. Today however, karma made me realize that I should be happy with any time I get with Will, and not to be greedy for more. I am working on… Read More »Bad Karma

Selfish Bitch

Yes, that’s right, I feel like a selfish bitch.  Why, you are probably wondering, am I using such harsh words (and updating for that matter…)? Well, here goes. I am updating because this is a place that I know I can vent, especially when my friends are tired of hearing about my selfishness issues. So, what am I feeling so damn selfish about? My man and the time I get… Read More »Selfish Bitch


The other day at work was interesting, to say the least. First off, I walked in and Toby was all smiles. I was pleasant to him, though deep down I am a little irritated for what happened last week. About an hour later, as I am cleaning windows at the front door, a security guard walked up and opened the door I was cleaning. Everyone knows that is a huge… Read More »Interesting…Kinda

Toby Update

So, of course you remember Toby. He has been mentioned in my most recent posts. A few days ago I found him on MySpace and sent a friend request that he never accepted (but was online afterwards). It took quite a few people to convince me, but I finally got the balls and good timing to ask him what was up. I chatted nonchalantly about nothing, then randomly asked if… Read More »Toby Update


It’s been a while, I know. This is probably for a few reasons. One reason, more of an excuse, is the fact that I work the graveyard shift, so I just don’t feel motivated to think deeply enough to write after work. The truth is that I can think just fine, especially while I work. Thinking is all I do really, and I spend most of my time thinking about… Read More »Routine

Confused, Opinions Wanted

I don’t exactly want to call my feelings for one of my coworkers a crush. I am not sure what it is. I tend to say flirty things to him, and we kind of joke around, and I sometimes catch myself saying the first thing that comes to mind (and what is on my mind is something I probably shouldn’t be saying out loud at work). And, before I get… Read More »Confused, Opinions Wanted