A Step in the Right Direction

Day 20, post 20 – Years ago I mentioned how Toby put his hand around my throat (gently-ish) and I hated it. It makes sense, because I did not trust him. There was a tiny bit of it that was thrilling though, so I tried it when I masturbated a few times. I really liked it then, and came harder than usual. I would always forget about that technique eventually,… Read More »A Step in the Right Direction

Wicked Wednesday – I Am Because We Are

Day 17, Post 17 I have been through a lot of dark times, with a lot more ups and downs. Growing up, and even as an adult, I never really truly fit in. I dated people that brought me down further, whether from being so angry and negative, being bitter and unappreciative of me, etc. When it came to the negative cynic, I started to become negative and cynical. I… Read More »Wicked Wednesday – I Am Because We Are

Food for Thoguht – Privacy, An Evolution of Sorts

Day 16, Post 16 – I am a little late to the Food for Thought party, but I really liked the topic, so I wanted to add my piece. When I first started this blog back in September 2008, I was very open about this blog. I was going to college at the time and just learning about being sexual. I told pretty much everyone I knew that I had… Read More »Food for Thoguht – Privacy, An Evolution of Sorts

Self Control

Day 15, Post 15 – If it wasn’t for all of the memes, I don’t know if I would have anything interesting to write about. Thank you to all that run the fantastic memes. I appreciate your hard work and all that you do for the blogging community. Content warning: alcohol, diet struggles So, self control is something I have always been really bad with. I am certainly trying to… Read More »Self Control

Sinful Sunday – Fortunes

Day 14, Post 14 Ever since I could remember, my mom always added “in bed” to the end of the fortune in fortune cookies. It made it funnier and dirtier. It certainly made my teenage self giggle, and it makes my adult self laugh with joy when I find the ones that are just so wrong. I tend to keep the especially dirty and/or funny ones. My favorites have been… Read More »Sinful Sunday – Fortunes

Amazing Chemistry

Day 13, Post 13 – I originally wrote this post in September 23, 2017. Aaron and I had “officially” been together only 11 days. I am not sure why I never posted it. I think I got sidetracked because I kind of stopped posting all together for a while. The italics show my updates to what I wrote over 2 years ago. I have to say, things with Aaron are… Read More »Amazing Chemistry

Stigmatizing While Trying to Destigmatize

Day 12, Post 12 The other night after Aaron and I finished our nightly Criminal Minds episode on Netflix, a new show popped up in my “Shows you might like.” It was the new Gwyneth Paltrow show “The Goop Lab.” The show is a documentary (6 episodes right now) about wellness and lifestyle. Because of the Gwyneth candle, I was highly curious what was on the show. There was one… Read More »Stigmatizing While Trying to Destigmatize

Relax

Day 11, Post 11 I am coming to realize that I don’t know how to relax. If I am not stressing about one thing, I am stressing about another. Mostly I have been stressing about work, but now I am really starting to stress about my lack of sex drive, which kills my drive even more. For many months now (as in, I don’t know how long), I have had… Read More »Relax